if you poke your eye

if you poke your eye
ever so gently
on one side,
(you do not have to touch your eyeball.
you can just push your skin.
but if you really want to touch your eyeball,
that is alright too,
and you might like it,
because your eye wets your finger with a silky fluid
which is unlike other fluids that you might feel
when you poke your wounds
or dab your cum
or pick your nose
or slide your finger inside her vagina
or up your ass.)
you will notice,
in your field of vision,
directly opposite that spot that you poke,
as you push carefully,
increasing the pressure slowly
and minding the pain
that bothers you because you do it to you,
a dark blindness, a grey void
that swells and ebbs
at your command.

it swallows things that you saw
a moment ago.